I don’t know how ill survive in this house ten years more. I feel like I’ll explode some day. The house is a mess n no one cares about it, only my mum n i n we don’t have enough time n patience to clean it up n stuff. My sister only cares about his boyfriend n she doesn’t give a fuck about anything else besides her fucking ass. My father is a pig who’s been cheating on my mum like a motherfucker for about seven years, n she knows it n acts like the dominated slave she is. Everybody treats me like shit every time I complain about the asshole I have for father, who thinks he can buy me with food every time he “goes to visit some friends”. I’m stressed as fuck with high school, I really work hard to have great notes, I’m drowning in a stress hole n everybody tells me to calm down like if I was sick or something. I’m 99% sure I’ll spend the summer alone trapped in this shit hole like last summer. I feel like I’ll lose my mind soon. I worry about every little stupid thing, I know. I’m really looking forward to leave this house but I can’t leave my mum alone with these cunts.